It was all a Dream.

“It was all a dream” But I’m here now wide awake Getting slapped in my sleep then reality hits Keep my eyes wide open Forced to face my demons Si la nuit porte conseil pourquoi j’ai tant peur du réveil ? Staring in the dark in the middle of the night Curtains closed wondering bout the next act Clearly overwhelmed while I know it ain’t over, well Wobbly in ma brain trying to take care of my pain. Better not give up, taking time to rest up. Time to build and stop hiding under my shield. Numb. Tired. Defeated. Uncertain. Through it all gotta keep motivated. Can’t stay still, must focus and heal Chill, how is it still so unreal ? I did it once, must do it twice Humbling path catalyze the ice I miss feeling warm, feeling free, feeling calm The anxiety, all the memories, the simplicity, feeling oh so crazy. Only one way forward, why does it have to be so hard. 2.30 am Doing some late night writing Searching for who I am All this thoughts have been killing I just wish I was sleeping “You know very well who you are Don’t let them hold you down Reach for the stars And if you don’t know, now you know.”