lose my brother

life is a struggle life is for real pick up a steel you know the deal the choices we make the life we take never thought I would she my mother cry like when she found out my brother died my mother fell to her knees started to scream it felt like a dream til the she went to the murder scene thing wasn't the same feel like my start to slowly change life is a struggle life is for real pick up a steel you know the deal the choices we make the life we take smoking on this gas remanistion about the past fighting this pain is not the same feel like I lose my soul to a game digging out this mud