hay say lately ive been lil crazy, left a lil spacey, in the head maybe, but its the pills that made me, afraid of the real g, he aint the real me. but written in time i will be, take a look at my life you will see, im no friend to myself, im my own worst enemy, i feel no empathy, all i do is build this jealousy, but that does nothing but bring the tendency, so will i be alive to see seventy. or even live life to see my family. stop thinking im out linking, when the truth is im inside drinking. barely blinking, the whole world sinking. feel the pain like a kick in. feel the brain over ticking or am i just nit picking, somthing got me itching, i wanna go out an unload a clip in, night out After a night out of drinking, grab a quad and go whipping. the life im wishing, knowing me ill probably wake up missing, where ive been out mixing, face it i need fixing.