#heygod Hey god, I don't know, are you there, or here, do you exist or not? but I have a few questions, that are unanswered, for a cause? what comes after life? what even is afterlife? will I get early answers? I guess I won't How will I die? what after I die? I don't care 'cause when I die it will matter not, Although I can take it, I don't want to say it Death is real, undefied harvesting us ending. death's toll like music that is crescending 'cause in the end it's the music that will be playing Waiting till the day or the night that I'll fade into the Dark Knowing that One day i'll be gone it's a end with no start. Hey god, if people are made after you, why are there people who are white and are black? Why do people getting "fair" chances always blame the luck? Why do we have wars, why discriminations, are you there? are you watching? I have lost my faith, but I know for sure that no matter what people do exist , I am not sure about you? Do you guide my hand? Do I do by myself? Do billion other people ever hear your calls? Do you do any? Ι don't know, is nemesis real? does Karma even exist? I am the most real the most real to ever be Hey god, Do you even hear me? Or do you not? Can I continue making music for a fraud? or are you real? And if you are, can you reply? at least for one question, Why do we exist? People have said a lot before, but I don't know, why that is .' do we live for a purpose? Do we for none? Do we have to create purpose to latch our lives on? Well my purpose is my life, my targets are unclear I just wanna live , that's how I feel why don't people have emotions? many thousand infants are all sent for abortion some are abandoned some are left orphans new world's order? A normal life is boring Well this is the only thing that I can do to make it less so, I am grabbing my opportunities like I got lasso. But that's not enough, I don't know what is, I Don't know what my life is capable of being I don't know why I keep being skeptic I don't know why I cannot accept society how it is I don't know how to be a good person, whatever that means I don't know why I make music, and with such rough means I need to know that the day will come but I won't die no I won't be gone and I won't die at all, I still will be in your mind I have said a lot of things but I have only begun And I am not gonna die before I am done. #heygod