People swishing my arm Trying to break it It’s just getting deformed Like this brain I was born with Another thing added on the list The doc is listening I wish a was orbported I’m finna abort the mission on purpose I’m out of commition i finna for fit Burdens getting heavy Inma gonna need a forklift Cause my shoulder just gave in Trying not to take But trying to be giving I’m trying to stay living Diving in the deep end I peep at the light an The dark consumes me Right back in I’m fighting I’m begging I’m pleading These demonds r heat seaking Trying to meet a goal of making a mill (Meek mill) Meet the best will I I’m the falling Jedi Y do I see this world in the perspective I do I keep on trying to get through Life is shut life’s a lue Life’s a lie Grip the knife And strife it across my skin Swift motion Bleeding out my emotions My mind is frozen Y was I chosen to be on earth I’m going to hell not heaven I have Gurfs of problems piling to pillars Probably cause I give up on getting red of them Cons contrasting pro’s costantly cost my sanity Satan sitting next to me staring glaring gazing I’m galvateing before I get to the gilliteen don’t wanna be seen my hoodie is my gillie Litterly ruining my livers with the liquor 🥃