Hard to lose

Its easy to love But its hard to lose I feel like all i ever do is abuse Your trust for me But you dont see The pain amd deppression Thats inside of me  Girl, the day i said goodbye I really womdered why I couldnt handle your tears I couldnt face my fears I couldnt handle losing you Once again The love of my life And my best friend The last time i felt ythe warmth in your touch I was leaving home and i had to clutch My feelings so you wouldnt be scared It was a moment that made me feel all alone Knowing that we could only ever talk on the phone No more kissing your lips when i arrived at our home No more saying i love you face to face No more feeling your body and grabbing your waste No more feeling your skin on mine What happened to the old times Im sitting here watching you cry With our baby in the back tryna dry your eyes Its insane how time flies I stayed strong with you when i said farewell Knowing in my heart I was dead Watched you drive away with pure dread As soon as you left My eyes turned red And i started to scream louder than i ever have Knowing i made the biggest mistake of my life