Drugs control my life

Drugs control my life So don't try to convince me that I can be sober Because at the end of the day I can't do this And I'm not going to lie to myself by saying I will prosper and succeed So I will remind myself That I am a selfish terrible person And nothing you tell me will make me believe I deserve a good life Because no matter what I will always be addicted And I wonder if Things will get better Because when I look in the mirror, I will always think Can I recover? Now read bottom to top