stars in Saturn

I been going thru life shit ain't turning out right all I do is fight pain dark as night to many times I've thought of suicide broken inside no light wanting to end my life paid the price n made the sacrifice all this trama turned my life upside down here I stand feeling like ima drowned hell bound facedown drugs help me rebound drugs are best for me i swear they gonna be the death of me they so sweet they make me happy in this world of misery that loves company I burn greenery to stop the anxiety pop pain pills n wash em down wit jim beam sobriety ain't for me hard knocks dynasty I'm not the man I pland I'd be neck deep in poverty feeling the rage rising in me trying to stay out the streets tryna do the right thing work my ass off n get the green legally it's so frustrating knowing you could sell dope n make stacks instantly have the guap to support the family tree plus my dream I wanna make it out this pit so bad I scream in agony feeling unholy every day I open my eyes ready for the next scheme to the extreme that's all I know dont you see the pain deep inside of me I hide it from society all that trama still lingers in me I hate the fact that I can still breathe I know that's deep no such thing as peace in my mind all I see is a masterpiece ready to be released in this world of people that wanna make me cease n give up reluctantly cowardly is not a term I take lightly I'll show you don dons true personality beware demons walk in his dreams torturing him silently while he goes about life quietly with a plan to conquer all his dreams fuck this life I live it's not what I want it to be got this feeling deep in me that I'm somebody revolutionary to break the screen I wanna live life lavishly full of drugs money n hearing my fans scream that I'll be the day I made it that will be the day I prayed for bitch