My Dreams (Remastered)

There's this part of me That's always unhappy must supress it  Suicide on my mind And it hurts when I come to I'm damaged and the pains depressin Will I find a way Will I find a way to carry through I always do So my father up above  Won't condemn me I know It won't be easy The moment you were gone I never felt so empty I started writing songs These words began to help me You walked into my life Your love was an addiction But now we're separated Split second collision   I know it wasn't easy But did you have to leave  I know we had our problems  But I'm in disbelief Because girl you left me broken  And lying in the street Your words remain unspoken  And I remain deceased My face  Shrouded by darkness Hides my true expression It covers my depression I'm too afraid These nightmares Dont fight fair Its morning already? I wanna die thoughts in my mind are many Mask fading Im tired so tired of this masquerading I step onto the stage the lights beam the crowd screams But It's only just a dream At least that's what it seems I was on the climb But you were in retreat My flag was flying high While yours waved in defeat You killed me when you left Ive never felt so lost The pain is in my chest The strain is in my thoughts I guess that it's ok Just thought that you were different  Guess now I know my place Now I can make a difference And you can still be fake And add to your collection Of hearts you go and break At your own discretion I don't know where to start Don't know where I belong But my dreams... are my dreams So I move right along I want to change the world  One day at a time So I'll start from the bottom and I wont stop the climb and Its hard I know its hard but you have to move forward you have to try you have to keep going every breath in your life is a blessing and God's watching its stressing but Just know you're not alone there's a lot of bad things in this world I know but theres so much good that I can show you Their will be days where the smile on your face is fake just keep going straight just keep having faaaaith and dont forget to help others along the way You're not the only one in pain I promise things get easy its not a mistake You will find a way