I shouldn’t have to be afraid to go chase my dream I shouldn’t have to watch my back while I’m buying things I shouldn’t have to keep that strap just to watch out for my team Mannnn Im tired of all these things Im tired of seeing all my brothers die Im tired of bringing tears to my mommas eyes That woman sacrificed and gave me everything I miss the way my grandma use to sing I miss the days when all my niggas we was free I miss the days when I was happy see Im tired of sippin Im that lean It’s time to swap the reef for that paper My lord Jesús Christ I need you savior I need you now not later More than ever God I’m trynna get my life together No more flipping on that corner no more smoking pressure Im trynna get my shit together I wanna be a rapper more than anything Niggas say I be capping when I say I’m rapping This ain’t no hobby bitch this shit my fucking passion Im tired of clashing on and off with the opps I wanna get legal money but I need a job. It’s hard watching all your Niggas starve It was time to put in work and go hard No only for me but my family So many sleepless nights im fighting insanity If my real parents knew me I wonder what they’d think of me My friends look into my eyes and see the pain in me It’s clear to see how the pain runs deep I’ve got kicked down and knocked over If it wasn’t for God this ventured be over So many times I put my faith up in that fucking soda I could’ve died but God blessed me like a four leaf clover Every day that I’m breathing it’s a blessing I need your Holy Spirit God these niggas testing Im trying do right just like a reverend You had reminded me to count all of my blessings