Addicted

Intro Have you... ever been addicted / To any thing like drugs / Then this song is for you/ Verse 1 my life is like the fat kid at recess/ the dumb kid on a test having to re guess/ when people ask are you ok my emotions get pressed/ I feel like I’m under Arrest/ by my emotions my heart never rests/ every single day I feel a pain in my chest/ so if you want to help be my guest/ I’ve never had a depression test/ I’m hurting I guess / Now it’s a felony / To be depressed / I wish I was dead/ Because of all of these meds/ Help with my Anxiety/ But as soon as I go off/ It comes right back like no sobriety / Pre chorus The meds help But im scared so Chorus I’m going up and down / Emotion wise/ All around/ People disguise/ Them selves/ Verse 2 I’m addicted to the feeling of this pain/ When I try to run away/ it only gets worse like heavy rain/ I swear to god there’s something wrong with my brain/ (no you don’t) If you say that you probably had a memory fade/ Cause when I wake up it’s drugs that I crave/ Fuck it you probably think I’m insane/ Cause I’ve done something craz(a)/ So let’s just face it/ When I give someone a burst lip/ I wanna make them a crypt/ A paraplegic with a zit/ I’m filthy/ Cause I play in the little league/ I attack cause people push me around and put the tab on me/ Then they all come and laugh at me/ Pre chorus Everyone laughed No one stood by my side So that’s why Chorus I’m going up and down / Emotion wise/ All around/ People disguise/ Them selves/