leave my insanity

VERSE You expect I do the same thing the same That why they say I'm insane But if you were me, I bet you won't be sane So call me psycho, loco call me my name Meet a pretty, wanna hop on that But niggas like me dont know where to start We sex starve, we just roll blunts and get high High to a height Where it's all silent Where I care no more Where I think no more Where I lost my mind I spend to be in my grind I get focused on shit that I spend till I gat no dime Man just wanted to fit in all my life I never knew a different life gat a different timing All I wanted is to be part of them greatest My life was about Perfect wants to be the best Focused rn, man, dont care about he mock or jest I ain't gon' change when niggas hate cause they weren't the first Tried to make love, made a promise to her I wasn't gon leave I think I owe her cause I got debt Am I gonna pay? I'm not gon pay Cause I already made Perfect who I want to be CHROUS Got a lot of shit ridin my brain Got a lot of things fucking with my mind Got a lot tryna take my peace Also gat a lot of things making my p's VERSE Mama, catches my dirt and disappointed Tears drops down are eyes cause she dont know were to pour it She couldn't but ask who were my friends She was a good mom but she didnt feel so cause I forget all she taught and said Wanted to become an engineer Got to the point, man gave excuses and lost interest Still dont know why man dropped, maybe because man feared Or because man isnt that good boy who cares Never trusted niggas cause I learnt life isnt fair Never gave trust to my peers Cause if you are gon' it like you weren't there Neither would they care or drop a tear Sometimes,i think I'm dancing to her heart beat Tryna find love but didnt know the secret Wanna get them hot girls, but I was cold feet So, started rollin with Mandem who could catch your body and forget it Then I became addicted I became an addict Addicted to sort of habit If you in my mind you be out of your mind, nigga One minute, I think I'm happy, then the next minute I'm sad I dont even know how if feels to be happy anymore CHROUS