always tried me best.

i love you and you hate me sometimes i wish it was just all a day dream why couldn't things just change for the better for our baby. yeah i loved you crazy you wound my head up like a rollercoaster it was crazy wounded my heart and it almost braked me. fighting all these man you caused shit for me on the daily but it didn't bother me coz your my baby mother the one i called my lover day to day see. i remember when we had our baby our Beutiful little girl we brought into this world that changed me i was at the hospital in the coffee room waiting to see our beautiful little girl while you all betrayed me , then you turnt your back on me and snaked me like you erased me and life just got more hard that completely changed me but i was going through so many emotions but i had to keep a front on and fake that i am brave see being told this and that an it aint my baby while i was working hard for us to save for all our future on the daily an all you could think about is what you you wanted then and your nails done on the daily what about our kid we just brought into this world yeah it made me rage see and now you realise all the mistakes that you made see it was just crazy , mind blowing that i couldnt just run away or escape see this was my path and my path that played me i wont ever hate you coz i know you loved me an tried to save me so don't ever think i didnt love you coz i did on the daily but now we both gone our separate ways coz it was for the best so please dont ever blame me coz all the things gone on it almost re-arange me i know how you felt coz i felt it to day to day see ill always be here as a friend coz i doesnt change me. to be continued............