House on Fire

I hate myself for going as low as they did I thought I wanted to kill myself I sold the guns out the crib tell it too anyone that love me this love come with a risk Suicide arrives inside you there's no time for a lift. This whole time Im surving cause I ain't know how to live I got gargoyles on the roof and we stoned just like they is I  go crazy T hoping out that hoopty while I'm smoking weed Hostage of my mind I know sometimes I don't feel I'm free and sometimes I don't feel real. Cause I'm really imcomplete. Popular doesn't mean everyone loves you at all Popular means that they love you until you go and drop the ball I already said it all. I got the barrel niagra falls and the body's will fall like the water fall Drag me under water. I lived in a house on fire I just want you too give me your everything if you love me and ain lying I sit in my room and get stoned.. Thinking bout the shit I did wrong I think about the people that hurt cause I'm hurt Don't tell me that you can understand at all yeah I sit in my room and get stoned I just wanna tell you that I love you but you won't care I sit and think about what I did wrong I just wanna sit in my room and get stoned Because of all that