the pain in my heart i never thought id see the day a day without sunshine not a fuckin ray i feel like im less than a fuckin man non existent like a damn grain of sand but i can tell you first hand i still care for you even tho it feels like you wouldnt even do the same for me as i would do for you i would do anything in this world for you i hope the words that i say reach your damn heart not to change the outcome but to remember our start the love we first had was so fucking real i can still remember the thrill when we only had 30  minutes till our first date a memory in my life that will never evaporate but i guess im to late amd at this rate ill be fucking dead i drank so much liquor i cant even feel my head smokin hella bowls so the pain dosent spread deppresion kickin in i cant even leave my bed so what more can i say for a sunnier day ayy what the fuck can i do im so lost in this world without you nothing to pursue but hey whats it to you its like dejavu alp the shit i go thrpugh all the bitches in the worpd aint got no fuckin clue of what us men got to do to provide through hell and fuckim back the marks and the crqcks on my mothafuckin back im suprised i dont get a fuckin heart attack yo this shit is whqck am i smokin crack cuz i feel like ive been to the moon and bavk the pain in my heart i never thought id see the day a day without sunshine not a fuckin ray comin close to reality and it hard for me to say nothing lasts forever you can hqve it your way