zkid story

ant gana b no / bass on this track > but if u listen real hard ,..,.,u can feel where it's at this is a lesson for anybody that's stressin I'm trying to shine some new light mby give you new direction anything your good at u have a passion for take it use strengthen and stretch it learn how to use it but try not to abuse it some how it will be taken and you will loose it you might never get it back is it bad when ur heart is just kind of rejected , is it bad when your pain is just kind of expeted is it bad when your hurt is just kind of accepted, is it bad when I just feel thuraly inspected is bad when I just feel truly disconnected is it bad when your married but the feelings seem separate is it bad when I seem so fuckn cerntaly desperate. without the pain and the hurt then what am i left with ik i'm made for this music ,.,.shit cause I cried while I writin this. I dont eat ..,..,I dont sleep write a ryme,,,,i rap it repeat / a headache so bad it hurts my feet , it's like I'm dreamin I'm thinkin ,but im thinkin I'm dreamin , im dreamin about defeating theese mf demons I'm off the streets reachin, but feel I gata get back to the streets so I can start teachin kids how to defeat theese demons , I got plenty of reasons no one did it for me so I'm tryin to do it for you ...if your not getting what u need dont ever stop reachin dont ever give up you'll just get defeted at one point I did and that's where I got my demons forall the wrong reasons #elietbarz I might be talkin loud but i ant fkn screamin . im just glad to feel anything for any reason there was times I just felt nothing at all i had a smile on my face but I seemed trapped in a dark place and I was just bluffing trying to feel something when i felt like I was nothing I felt like I was worthless and my life didnt mean anything and I didnt deserve this all I did was put gas on the fire n kept theese demons burning , no one helping me learn and when I stoped searching for help is exactly when I put my dreams on the shelf man I was goin threw hell all by myself It used to seem i was always stuck in the same place , just had different tears rollin down my face now that I'm older and now that im sober I realise I took all my passion all my dreams and just pushed them over so I could barry my emotions deep down in the ocean I'm not concerned with what I can actually achieve yall ha e no idea what this music does for me i finally have full focus eatin up this rap field like swarm of locusts I'm focused on my life my kid my wife and if you've heard me you alreadyknow this , this is a gift that I can use to reach out to these kids so mby the can have good advice like I never did today I turn 36 and that ant no bs I feel like im reborn it's ok to mourn but dont let it run your life never give up and fight for what's right