kno the first time we spoke I was mr sweet and charmin Then a couple days lata gave  some signs that were alarming Kno dat u was scared but u took a leap of faith And I wanted u to love me but didnt kno what it would take Not knowing it would be my sweet and fucked up ways Loving so gentle but demented and insane The shit buried in my closet ya the shit I tried to hide And u shocked the fuck out me when u read between the lines Saw thru the disguise never talked but really listen And now I kno why u was paying close attention To what my lips were pitching cuz ya heart still hurt It was treated like mine crushed and tossed out in the dirt So when I realized I did something I never did Knew I wanted to move further but proceed with no fears Knew Id get a silent ear ya if I just started talking So I faced up to my fears told the deepest and the darkest Secrets that I had said I would take to my coffin neva would admit no matta wat the fuck they cost me But The next thing that happened  is way really pull me in Cuz  I  ain't gonna lie I was waiting on the click The dial tone after saying I wasn't worth the risk But u shocked my ass again I said hello u said I'm here Go ahead and keep talking I wont judge by what u did Only what u do when we together trying to build The things that we wanted for our future and our kids the typa life we pictured livin to the very end Sometimes I remenis about the days I'd tell u stuff But that one specific day I txted something u called me up Let me tell u something  I'm dat one to  call ya bluff i hear everything u sayin lets see u back it up So u sure this wat u want bae think before u answer Wit no hesitation said my yes is still standin but  I left somethin out in that little conversation Every second of the day  the way I felt wouldnt progressing So bout a week lata dropped my nuts my question But the one that I asked made me laugh u didnt expect it I said bae u say u love me and u feel the way I feel  i done went and picked a ring how bout we sign and seal the deal U said what u talking bout bae tell me what u mean I said  let me simplify it baby will u marry me And I'm sorry for the time I made u  think before u answered But I needed make sure there wouldnt kno second guessin Till death do us part Ima mean it when I say When we standin at the alter  swearing vows exchanging rings ima close it like this  last thing that ima say We done had some situations made us practice wat we preached no need to give examples understood no need explain im wit u till the end the good the bad the love the pain