to the life Dear life why you so unfair to me? do u want me to bow down and blow white flag and declare defeat? they say life's a bitch im sure it is! that doesn't mean i give up and be a dead meat imma paranoia theres things in my mind always talkin to me its like they make fun of me the world is out to get me so let my mind stay so fucking messy being awkward on public places this aint easy when they give me that smiles that makes me uneasy mind says take it easy dont be crazy im like gennie who trapped in some shit says free me mental problems come and go to me Paranoia is best friend if me i dont want be like this god help me they call me weird guy hes so shy i look up to sky and say at least let me try