it's Cmk we all come & go before I go I gotta take a chance gotta make it man cause I got nothing like a naked man & i bare my soul feel exposed like women with no makeup & I'm about to implode like a soda can after you shake it up & sick of fake love wanted the real thing someone who cares how I'm feeling & can relate to whatever I've been dealing with I been so close I could almost taste it but I threw it away in the waste basket by accident now I'm alone gettin stoned & wasted wishing I could go back to the old days when I was happy but that was a long time ago back when I had a flip phone & rocked socks with flip flops & wasn't terrified I might die get stopped by a cop get shot oh am I not allowed to say that cause I ain't black what are the odds I'll make it in hip hop like Tom McDonald Mac Miller & or Macklemore i never wanted to be just another token white rapper like Asher Roth hated goin' to college so now I'm workin' my fuckin' ass off at a job I hate so I gotta make it or make it those are the only 2 option's like NF & if you can't see my vision then you must be blind deaf or both of them fuck these Helen Keller haters I'm tryin' to get into heaven but I'm hellbond so I know I'll go straight down like I fell in a elevator shaft & all I ever get is shafted got a list of problems bigger then Shaq is with no Kobe's about to crash & burn like a helicopter without gas in it I wish somebody would've told me this world could get colder then a Iceberg sinking faster then the Titanic in over my head no time to panic & always overthinking about things I can't do anything about head in the clouds I regret what I said nothing I can do about it now I'm dead to you I'm still alive about to kill myself I really need help puttin' a Machine Gun in my mouth so I can be more like Kelly this life isnt G-Easy it can get hard as a cock & it won't stop fuckin' you with it's Lil Dicky I got no Logic that's why most the time I'm only half white i go around in circles like Post Malone I get pissed off but I guess it is better then getting pissed on by R Kelly tried not to get to Cocky like Kid Rock i never wanted to be a cowboy I'm a beast not a Bestie Boy I'm a heat seeking missle I seek & destroy targets enjoy the darkness i been strange ever since I was a kid a weirdo weirder then Al Yankovic is gave my heart to a heartless bitch & she kept it with her like a secret now I'm heartless like a Grinch who stole christmas a asshole so you can kiss my ass under the mistletoe put walls up like Paul no grillz in my backyard i hate barbecues i keep my guard up I mine my own business like a start up & no money in my bank account about to go bankrupt like I said it is cold world like a bed with 2 pillows but no blankets gotta do without it tryin to get warm in this shit storm turn on the TV all I see is the news tryin to misinform you & make you look stupid like white guys do with cornrolls oh was that too far I told you I'm a asshole i get high & drive to white castle like Harold & Kumar i hit the bong like Cheech & Chong i write verses to long to fit the beat I admit some times my lyrics get a little bit to dark but it isn't a hotel 6 commerical I won't leave a light on for you ghosts visit every night like Ebenezier Scroodge no Christmas Carol's cause I don't sing & it feels like I can't do anything right this is real life cause thats all I know how to write about & I'm starting to get writers block so I'm outie it is Cmk