I met this man lifetimes ago My heart skipped a beat i never moved slow I remeber our first talk i got lost in his soul Wanted to b his it was my only goal But like i said i always moved fast I fukd it all up so it didnt have a chance I cheated knowing he deserved my last dance Then he was gone without a glance That was 20 years ago and i still love this man I still love the sound of his voice n hear it when i can He forgave me for what i did But i never have just did drugs n hid Hes the only man i care what he will say I take it to heart every single day He tells me im fukn up and fyk thats tru But fukn up is all i kno how to do Hes over 1000 miles away Id do anything to b in his arms everyday If yall ever learn anything from me Youll kno who your soulmate is never let them get away The life we coulda had wouldnt of been perfect shit we both stay high or lit But listen to what i say cuz its sum tru shit Dont shake your soul for nobody not even a little bit Life is ruthless youll lose everytime But just do u n stay on yur grind Find some peace itll take some time Use yur mind read between the line Rizza yur my baby til the day i die Ill love u forever never a lie The one i pushed away...yur that guy My heart hurts so bad i gotta go get high