Split Personalities

#PowerfulHandsTeam #walshdaddy2240 #Christianrapgoesjustashard i feel unfit I dont understand it. I admit not one bit... its like my personalities are split livin inside this pit and the pain i can't omit as i spit these lyrics i cant break free from this? stuck in the abyss with nothin to give body aching and i feel all stiff it's not a myth i can't break free from this ahhhhh... My mind is clouded thoughts in it are overcrowded head is poundin feet dont feel grounded nonsense all aoround me and from it i cant break free i wanna scream God please help me God please help me..... [Pause] On my own im failin Sin in me unveiling it's prevailing time to start remodeling this body...its broken in pieces...pick em up start over. i feel like a gopher cady shack explode em down ah different hole same problems daily tryin to solve em like Calculus...i dont have the knowledge teacher...i need a private lesson Teach me Gods ways...only answer i need equals heaven!!! God i know you Go to prepare me a place im tryin to embrace it but my sins...i cant erase em even though i know you've replaced em i feel unfit I dont understand it. I admit not one bit... its like my personalities are split livin inside this pit and the pain i can't omit as i spit these lyrics i cant break free from this? stuck in the abyss with nothin to give body aching and i feel all stiff it's not a myth i can't break free from this ahhhhh... im out of water like a fish im gasping for air and clenchin my fist ahhhh...how do i break free from this? I feel so weak COVID has me freakin this mask i cant breath in friends ask me how you been under the mask i grin tell them ive been fine but they know im lyin sin problem you cant hide em... i need a brother to confide in. dont worry im not suicidal just feel like my car hit the sidewall God how many chances you given me? is this the final? It feels so real... inside my head a wild animal? jekel and Hyde on a whole new level this wrestle with the devil inside my vessel...i must be careful it could be fatal on my own im unable... Please Lord God keep me stable keep me stable... keep me stable with you im able. All truth this aint a fable like lyrical soup.... grab a ladle...ill feed u under the table ahhhh...dont bother i know you're not hungry for what im preachin its a message im sharin when im rappin i feel unfit I dont understand it. I admit not one bit... its like my personalities are split livin inside this pit and the pain i can't omit as i spit these lyrics i cant break free from this? stuck in the abyss with nothin to give body aching and i feel all stiff it's not a myth i can't break free from this ahhhhh... feet getting closer... I'm at the edge of the cliff nudge me and i might slip hold me back God that way of livin its just to DANGEROUS!! Father God be my chiropractor fix me of my fractures to this world i wanna be a factor right now not after i die.. and my memory they plaster hope they know your my master fix me of my anger flip the page time to start a new chapter through this sin problem ill battle am i the captor or the captured? to break free i dont need ah password in christ...just need to be anchored... i hope you hear me... im broken and shattered but in Christ im mastered im on a mission to get my songs featured...so more people can hear em i need to get you buttered up and lathered... what am i missin a fancy catchword? hunnhhhhh? man why do I bother I'm just a guy strugglin tryin to make songs for the Father in His honor hook me up to the monitor my hearts beatin so fast im out of breath i need some water not cold i need it hotter God molds the clay Hes the potter balances me as i teeter totter keeps me safe from the slaughter His shoulders are broader what a great Father!! yeah i do it in His honor!! to Him be the glory im nothin...no im not worthy I dont understand it. I feel unfit to receive His forgiveness i dont deserve it but im so gracious for yur gift Its in you i perfectly fit i feel unfit I dont understand it. I admit not one bit... its like my personalities are split