messy
Yo, yakie. Mehn I just Wanna thank God everything that has gone down this year. This life is messy. alot of shit clamp down on you without a mercy, I may just sit down and cry my self to death before someone helps me, people laughing probably thinking shit's funny. Fuck life, life's a bitch, what exactly did I do to get treated like this? Why's all my cases different from the other school children, I'm tired of being depressed mehn I need a savior, been tryna smile but it's ain't helping even at times I just smile for no Goddamn reason. Dear God, do you hear me? I know you probably feeling all this are to tempt me, truth be told it's heart breaking, been tryna find love since I was 16 now I'm 23, does love even exist? Is it a curse or a blessing? Cuz the the only woman I ever loved never loved me, got me asking my self does love truly exist. Cuz I don't understand, every time I try to find my way out I end up right back I started, open my eyes all I see is darkness. Momma say I could be what ever I want if I could press on, dear mama all my life I have always pressed on, no thing's change same old declines and rejections, what's the essence of living if your own people doesn't feel the need of your presence? Always feeling threaten, depressed and oppressed in the cruel world that's messy. Will I ever make it out? I dunno, rumor has it kidney goes as far as 30,000$ God knows if I get the right plug I wouldn't mind selling, mehn fuck shit this life's messy.
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Yo, yakie. Mehn I just Wanna thank God everything that has gone down this year. This life is messy. alot of shit clamp down on you without a mercy, I may just sit down and cry my self to death before someone helps me, people laughing probably thinking shit's funny. Fuck life, life's a bitch, what exactly did I do to get treated like this? Why's all my cases different from the other school children, I'm tired of being depressed mehn I need a savior, been tryna smile but it's ain't helping even at times I just smile for no Goddamn reason. Dear God, do you hear me? I know you probably feeling all this are to tempt me, truth be told it's heart breaking, been tryna find love since I was 16 now I'm 23, does love even exist? Is it a curse or a blessing? Cuz the the only woman I ever loved never loved me, got me asking my self does love truly exist. Cuz I don't understand, every time I try to find my way out I end up right back I started, open my eyes all I see is darkness. Momma say I could be what ever I want if I could press on, dear mama all my life I have always pressed on, no thing's change same old declines and rejections, what's the essence of living if your own people doesn't feel the need of your presence? Always feeling threaten, depressed and oppressed in the cruel world that's messy. Will I ever make it out? I dunno, rumor has it kidney goes as far as 30,000$ God knows if I get the right plug I wouldn't mind selling, mehn fuck shit this life's messy.