fightin the demons inside my head wht do i need a bullet proof vest foh shot to the head an im dead.... the pain is to much to deal with poppin the bottle and the xanys now my body feel so good all tho stiff easy to my thoughts .... while my heart still rotts... remeber the old days robbin u foh the bag bitch u pussy runnin to your dad sad i aint even wanna brag bought my life story but i am a g been thru hell and back watchin these fuck niggas climb up the political tree what has our world come to riots protest feels all like a dream shi seems to have no future baby just end my life wit my nine miliniter ruger tired of being behind bars late night wishing i can see the stars know there much more life out there like how i be feeling fucked out out of this world on mars... bitch i git bars whippin in yhe city wit my homies in the forign cars... hittin em stains fucking out her brains... fadin out the pain... but at the end of the day im stuck with it late nights going thru it wishing why cant i be different then remeber in the eyes of the young adolescents... i. am a leader fir my city runnin wit the hammer oh so ruthlessly .... blood in my eyes no wonder why i cant see... almost died twice pulled out the strap pulled out the blade on the cops got so scared i had no emotions not sure if i had a 3rd life potion but im determined to change it seems like a far range in my eyes life of a felon life of an addict but to god i am a son a king i have a future fuck all the pain in going thru i am a beast fuk livin of the streets gotta stilk bless the homies but gota keep my distance show em a. lil tease