I'm riding with pain we struggling for change Its not about the fame don't want em things thesame I've come a long way ain't no bout to give up like I'm up evry Night trynna figure things with jesus its clear to me you made us how the fuck did you leave us to me u did forsake us , or do I have to sin evry time just to merge up what if I got caught what if I got shut that would be my end At the end I'll get judged too many thoughts flowing through My vien straight up to my brain, I've been doing lots of shits Working six to six, ever since he died my eyes have got no sleep I'm a fucking human being open up my page ⚓️ I'm a fucking mortal ain't living for ever what if I have to suffer through this life and still don't make it up to heaven, What would be my gain? What will I tell my mom? What will I tell my son, that life was a test and its clear to em I failed, its been about the pain, what about the gain, I'm trynna break the chain, nothing seems so right it makes me go insane