Elite

Set my feelings aside I'm more focused on the grind Love is really blind I'm sorry to push you away I just need some time When you came into my life for a second it all seemed fine But all you did was complain and whine Putting the stress on my spine I feel paralyzed Texted you late at night and I told you the truth It's not you, believe me when I tell you It was all one sided and I stuck to you like glue Until you began to lie and cause tons of issues So I cant say that I miss you I cant say I cared It was all pointless in the end and I'll never see you again I fear love, it's hard to trust Past relationships have made my heart feel crushed Lifes getting kinda blurry, faded like dust Having a hard time trying to adjust to a new life without disgust I blamed it all on the female Then I learned to man up How do I expect to make a girl happy When I havent felt myself in months Turned to drugs and alcohol so I'm rolling up a blunt Get high and vibe with me it's the only time I feel enough I broke my cup guess I poured to much all the tears running down my face seems to have filled the cup Imma hit her from the butt she gonna make me nut but I don't give a fuck I'm just trying to have her suck Wild wild west but we on the east side OHIO I scream those letters with pride self doubt got to me early or else I'd be at the university But currently I'm just focused on my currency Money wont hurt me tired of walking around acting so nervously thankful for my family who believes in me helped me get back on my feet now I feel elite