yea it ting one only Petoben Ting always like to think guess what it birthday yea i hope i go smile when i meant smile true smile from the bottom of my heart which could really bring a good impart sometimes happiness are not to be judged with the smile and laughed when your mind go through lot of blast smile and laugh are just cover up not let it cast many people tried to drug and pill to surpassed but those shit doesn't get real it just a counterfeit which sometimes make you to commit turning you to what you can't let go" addict" can you see you see in the state depression you get alot of self question that can even lead to no vision you find difficult to find your direction a lot affection you need no consolation and people around us will seem to bring the corrections but i tell you dey don't how felt this shit doesn't go like that i call my mom for little chat she said i will get over it you will get it all fix you are not a lunatic trying all my best to get inner pain heals they past are gone it no coming back i guess it coming to stab at your back all my mistake i take full responsibility for all forth coming consequences they all going to be my lessons i swear i go bet it run the time calculation go check it you go regret it when payback come tey to forget it some moment i wish to get some of my memories erased what are thinking of, am i going crazying all i want to be happy it my birthday i just got to happy dem