restless

Youngest in my family so I'm taught to be great I'm shooting for the stars tryna make it some day Tired of working for jobs that give little pay The energy I emulate surrounds the state and makes people become great I've made a lot of mistakes Had so many outtakes Showing up to work late Not keeping my Bill's up to date But to you I relate I'm so excited to see your face Spreading love and grace Trying to find my base, my happy place Everyone around me growing up I've been acting childish I need to grow up I guess my self love wasn't enough Fighting back and forth with the thoughts in my head Smoke so much weed just to forget So here I sit looking back at my life and shit Many moments I quit Now I'm on to better things I'm not holding back I'm ready to live Yeah said im ready to live Thankful I ain't got no kids Got tattoos up and down my wrists Never give up I know lifes got some twists No matter how you do it make your life crisp filled with bliss from when we were kids I cant wait to see heaven I know its better than this Soon I'll be saved I'm tired of feeling restless