everytime you come around I look down stare at the ground to avoid eye contact the last conversation we had it made me mad & I might of said some things I didn't mean can't take it back now & I might of lost sight of what matters our love above all else but all I ever thought about was myself & how I felt your feelings where the latter remember how you laughed when I said I was a rapper i wonder if you're laughing now or do you wanna autograph & a backstage pass to my show how about I show you the scar you left when you stab me in the back with that switchblade fucked me against my wishes like inmates ok she didn't rape me but she did fuck me without touching me always judging like God Looking down on me like it is her job so did I let ya down are you proud of me now can I finally get rid of a black cloud that follows me around it's cmk