Through thunderous and wondrous cheers with subtle to severe undertones of snide snickers and sneers here’s a two beers cheers to 36 long and hard lived years full of happiness and the craziness I was orchestrating self degrading loathing n hating ONES PARADING too numerous TOO BE dating ILLUSTRATING ITS CLASSLESS MIRACULOUSNESS N SACRILEGIOUS PRACTICES appearing like a hall of never ending of mirrors RELAYING REPLAYING UNINHIBITED IMAGES OF UNLIMITED SCRIMMAGES N SIMPLE FINISHES STMBIOTICALY INTEGRATIN MY FEARS INTO EVERY UNUSUAL LOOKIN CUTICLE WITH TERRIBLE AND HISTARICLE UNREFUTABLE BOUNTIFUL BEAUTIFUL THEREPUTICAL TEARS FALLIN RATHER OFTEN AS I ABANDON ALL CAUTION SO YOU CAN JUST FAIGHNTLY HEAR THE PHYCOLGICAL SCARS CASUALLY POP IN WHEN THE HONEST WORDS ARE HEARD FROM US PERSONALLY TALKIN NEVER STOPPIN WAYWARD WALKIN WARRIOR THROUGH THE TURBULENT TRAIL WEAK AND FRAIL FROM BLASPHEMOUS HAIL AND HAZERDOUS FIRE ALWAYS HOT ON ITS TALE TOO NO AVAIL I STILL GOT WIND IN MY SAIL FREE TO BE ME ANY WAY THAT I SEE BY MY OWN DECREE PORTRAY A DAZZLING DISPLAY FIXTURE ON A PUZZLEING Caleidescope PICTURE PERFECT IN ITS PURPOSE PLAY BY PLAY TEDDIOUSLY SCULPTING A SHAPLESS LUMP OF CLAY SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY ONLY TO REAJUST WITH A ROBUST THRUST ON AN UNEVEN TRAY AINT IT JUST MIRACULOUS OH MY MY IS IT HARD TO SAY THE FINAL GOODBYE WHEN THE CLOSEST LOVED ONES FATHERS MOTHERS SISTERS SONS DIE WHY MUST WE TURN TO DUST N SLOWLY FADE AWAY FAMILIES START AND ARE SYSTEMATICALLY TORN APART EVERY DAY Skies of baby brushed away with hues of monochromatic grey AS THE ANGELS SILENTLY SIT BACK AND PRAY THAT WAYWARD SOULS FIND A WAY TRY AND TRY DAY AFTER DAY TO REACH THAT HOLY GRAIL MASTER THE DISASTER TO CAPTURE WHATEVER IT IS I WAS AFTER AND ALTHOUGH I MAY AT FIRST PRRVAIL OR MISERABLY FAIL ITS NOW ANCIENT HISTORY N WAS JUST START IN A SMALL PART OF MY ONGOING TALE DREAMIN BIG YA KID A HEAVY SLEEPER I HAD TO DIG DEEPER AND REACH HIGHER BLEED IF NEED AN PERSPIRE TO ACQUIRE THE KINETIC ENERGY TO HARD WIRE THE MEMORY I NOW CHERISH N ADMIRE AND ALTHOUGH THE BILL ALMOST BROKE MY SPIRIRIT AN WILL AND STILL AND FOREVER WILL HAVE NO DESIRE OF TRADIING A SINGLE LITTERAL MOMENT EITHER BEHIND OR AHEAD OF ME EVERY CRITICAL N MISSERABLE COMPONET WAS SET INTO PLACE BY ME I EMBRACE AND OWN IT celebraing Fading into eternal demise EVERY LIAR HAS HIS PITTIFUL PRIZE THAT THE WISE REFUSE TO ABUSE AND DESPISE ANY GUYS WHO DARE TRIES EYES UP IN THE SKIES EMPIRES WILL ARISE BY PARIAHS IN DESGUISE AMONGST MOST HUMAN BEINGS FREE FROM THE BIAS OF MANKINDS MANY MANY MADE UP MESSIAHS DESIGNS IVE REACHED THE HIGHEST OF THE HIGHS AND BEEN ONE OF THOSE WHO KNOWS BREACHING THE LOWEST OF THE LOWS N I SUPPOSE EVERY WRINKLE LINE ONLY BUT DEFNES EVERY MEASURE OF PLEASURE AND PAIN THAT COMBINE THIS BITTERSWEET STORY OF MINE EVER WATCHING AS THE WINDS OF CHANGE BLOW IN EVERY DIRECTION WATCH IT GO WHEN IM AWAKE AN EVEN WHEN SLUMBERIN IM ALWAYS SECRETLY WONDERING WHERE DID ALL OF THE PASSING TIME GO VISUAL GROWTH BOTH A SON AND A FATHER JUST CAUGHT UP IN THE FLOW REMINISCIN NEVER STRAYING TO FAR FROM THE VISION DRIVEN N SUFFERING FROM THIS CONDITION WE ALL CALL LIVIN