this is a weird life

sifting through the pages of life i wonder where the time went i cant imagine that ive done the thing right its hard to serve a purpose without having a assignment now i sit and feel as though i pay the price seeking a enlightment this life is a weird one especially when everything and everyone goes silent and here i am in my thoughts my mind it is a tyrent am i subject to change or is it to late to become what i outta be ive been stuck in the game missin my chance to be great feeling like i got the weight of the world on top of me 1 step forward and two steps back never finding out whats stoppin me i should be a hot comoddity instead i keep pumping the brakes never quite figured it out the way to live properly time goes by at such a high vilosity i guess nothin really matters if u think about it philisofically this life is a weird one especially when ur no where near where u outta be they say everything happens for a reason i give a sarcastic ya probably its funny how things turn out all the things that we learn about ideas that we put together just to burn them down money makes the world go round unless u chose to go without nobody gets to live forever money makes the world go round but its not aleays easy to find ur treasure