ᴀɪɴᴛ ᴀ ᴘʀᴏʙʟᴇᴍ ᴀʀᴛɪsᴛ ʜɪᴘ ʜᴏᴘ ᴘɪᴄᴀ$ᴏ Copyright © 2020 MADGAS Entertainment LLC.- All Rights Reserved. ʜᴏᴏᴋ: Sᴛᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇs, Mᴀɴ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ. Yᴏᴜᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ, ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ʟɪғᴇ, Iɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ, ʙᴇɢɪɴ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. Verse One: Wᴀʏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ʙᴇɢᴀɴ ᴡʀɪᴛɪɴɢ ʙᴀʀs ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴘᴀᴘᴇʀ, I ғᴇʟᴛ ᴀ ʟᴏᴀᴅ ʟɪғᴛᴇᴅ ᴏғғ ᴍʏ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴘᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴀᴘᴇʀ. Tʜɪs ᴡᴀs ᴛʜᴇʀᴀᴘᴜᴛɪᴄ I ʜᴀᴅ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʙᴏᴛᴛʟᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ, Bᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀs ʟᴇғᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴅᴇᴀᴅ ᴀʙᴀɴᴅᴏɴᴇᴅ, ʀᴇᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ. Iᴛ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ᴍᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴀʟɪᴢᴇ ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ɴᴏᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ, Tʜᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴘʟᴀʏᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴀᴍᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴀssᴀᴜʟᴛ. Oɴ ᴀ ɢʀᴏᴡɴ ᴀᴅᴜʟᴛ ɪ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴛʀᴇᴍᴇɴᴅᴏᴜs ᴘᴀɪɴ, Hᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ɪɴsɪᴅᴇ ɪɴsᴀɴᴇ ɪ ɢʀᴇᴡ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴛᴇ ɴᴏ ᴇsᴄᴀᴘᴇ. Cᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴅᴏɴᴇ sᴇᴄʀᴇᴛʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, Lɪᴋᴇ ᴍʏ ɢʀᴀɴᴅᴘᴀ sᴀᴅɪᴍɪᴢɪɴ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏᴜᴄʜɪɴ ᴍᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴ ɪᴄᴋʏ. Bᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ᴅᴏ, ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ʜᴀᴅ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴀᴄᴛᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ, Tʜᴇʏ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴅɪᴅɴᴛ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍᴏᴜᴛʜ. I ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ ʟɪᴇᴅ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴇʏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇᴅ ɪᴛ, I ғᴇʟᴛ sᴏ ᴄᴏɴғᴜsᴇᴅ ᴅɪᴅɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴄɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪᴛ. Tᴇᴀʀs ғᴀʟʟɪɴ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ʙʟᴇᴇᴅɪɴ ᴅᴇᴇᴘʟʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ, Hᴏᴡ ᴡᴀs ɪ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ sᴇʟғ ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟ. ʜᴏᴏᴋ: Sᴛᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇs, Mᴀɴ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ. Yᴏᴜᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ, ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ʟɪғᴇ, Iɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ, ʙᴇɢɪɴ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. Vᴇʀsᴇ Tᴡᴏ: I ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʙʟᴏᴡs, ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʀɪʙ ᴄᴀɢᴇ, Sʟɪᴅɪɴ ᴀᴄʀᴏss ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪʟᴇ ғʟᴏᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴ ʜɪs ʜᴀᴛᴇ. Hᴇ ᴡᴀs sᴜᴘᴘᴏsᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴘʀᴏᴛᴇᴄᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍᴇ sᴀғᴇ, Bᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴʟʏ sᴀғᴇᴛʏ ɪ ғᴇʟᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴏᴜᴛᴛᴀ ᴅᴀᴢᴇ. Fᴏʀ ᴅᴀʏs ɪ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅɴᴛ sɪᴛ ғʀᴇsʜ ᴡᴏᴜɴᴅs ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪs ʜɪᴛs, Lᴀsᴛ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ɴɪɢʜᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ᴡᴀs ᴀɴ ᴏʙᴊᴇᴄᴛ. Hᴏᴡ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴘᴇʟʟ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ ᴏғғ ᴍᴇ ᴅɪᴅɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ, I ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴘʜʏsɪᴄᴀʟ ᴘᴀɪɴ ғᴏʀ ᴄᴇʀᴛsɪɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ. I ʙᴇᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀʟʟ ɪ ʜᴀᴛᴇᴅ, ɪ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀ ʙᴇᴀsᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜᴜʀᴛ, Wʜᴇɴ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ғɪɴᴀʟʟʏ ɢᴇᴛ ʀᴇʟᴇᴀsᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀ. Jᴜsᴛ ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ sʜᴇ ᴘɪssᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴏғғ ɪ ғʟᴀsʜᴇᴅ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ, Dɪᴅɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ ʙʟᴀᴄᴋᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴀᴠɪɴ ᴅɪɢɴᴏsɪs ᴏғ PTSD. I ғᴇʟᴛ sᴏ ʙᴀᴅ ɪ ғᴇʟᴛ sᴏ ʀᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ, Hᴏᴡ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀᴛʀᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀᴅ ʀᴀɪsᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ? I ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ʜᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴍʏ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ, Cᴀᴜsᴇ ɪғ ɪ ᴅɪᴅɴᴛ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ sᴏᴏɴ ᴘᴏssɪʙʟʏ ᴡᴀʟᴋɪɴ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜʀᴏᴡ. ʜᴏᴏᴋ: Sᴛᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇs, Mᴀɴ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ. Yᴏᴜᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ, ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ʟɪғᴇ, Iɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ, ʙᴇɢɪɴ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. Bʀɪᴅɢᴇ: Fᴏʀ ᴍᴜʀᴅᴇʀ ᴏʀ ᴍᴀɴsʟᴀᴜɢʜᴛᴇʀ ɪᴛ ᴄᴏᴜʟᴅᴠᴇ ɢᴏᴛᴛᴇɴ ʙᴀᴅ, Tʜᴀɴᴋ ɢᴏᴅ Gᴏᴅ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴍʏ sᴏᴜʟ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ. Gᴏᴅ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ʀᴇᴀʟᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ ᴍʏ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ, Cᴀᴜsᴇ ᴍʏ ɪʟʟɴᴇss ᴡᴀs sᴏ ᴅᴇᴇᴘ ʀᴇᴀᴄʜᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ Gᴏᴅs ʜᴀɴᴅ. Bᴇᴇɴ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜɪʀᴛʏ-ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀʟ, Sᴏ ɪғ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇs ʜᴏᴘᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ, ᴡᴇʟʟ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ᴅᴇᴀʟ. Rᴇᴍᴇᴍʙᴇʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ ɴᴏᴡ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀ ʟɪɢʜᴛ, Nᴏᴡ ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ᴅᴏ ɪs ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀᴍᴇɴᴅs, ᴅᴏɪɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛ. ʜᴏᴏᴋ: Sᴛᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍʏ sʜᴏᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇs, Mᴀɴ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ɪ ʟᴇᴛ ɢᴏ. Yᴏᴜᴅ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴊᴜᴅɢᴇ, ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ʟɪғᴇ, Iɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ʏᴏᴜᴅ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀsᴛᴀɴᴅ, ʙᴇɢɪɴ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ʀɪɢʜᴛ.