Battle Scars

You see this isn't a cry for help this is just a rhyme harmonized from being scared of what lyes deep inside this mind of life see it through my eyes ask the same questions I like to try like, why, does God get to decide, how we die this isn't right, Leaving people to feel the pain in these scars left behind from what we all try to fight deep inside our minds constantly switches from war thoughts to suicide trying to figure out the right path to walk wanting to ask my mates for help but there mental health and bad thoughts their battling aswell fighting a similar war of thoughts always unsure wether it's better to slit the noose just end it all I just don't want my family coming home to my lifeless corpse or too just keep on fighting this battle I might just jump on the saddle ride my horse into battle fight as long as I can because a samurai warrior is what I am holding the afterlife in the palm of my hands it takes a real warrior to look there enemy straight in their eyes, as you take there life, it's in my blood to fight to the death even if It kills me in the end I will stand kill as many demons as I can I will keep Fighting till the hour glass of life finally runs out of sand no more battle scars this war came to an end look we've won see as long as you stand tough you can beat any fight as long as you keep trying come on my brothers put on a smile, don't cry, we have more to life then suicide, you just have to believe in yourself I know it's hard I know you feel like your life's a living hell, just please ask for some help nobody can do that but yourself, I promise just keep trying and you would be surprised how much just one person can make you smile These battle scars, these beauty marks, they just show me how far I've come, from my past, These battle scars, these beauty marks, they just show me how far I've come, from my past, We love you mum xx