my intro

i been in my designated space staring at these blank walls trying to paint my future. for myself and all of loved ones but how can i proceed if im still leaning on mother's strength.( breathe)... my restrictions from the choices i made up to this moment has created a heavy weight that im carrying to the next level that i intend to reach before i take that final rest. i promised myself id pass my life test . its ok if you don't like my pace because this is my story and your not writing it so sit back enjoy my vision i describe to you so vividly by the end i will introduce the whole cycle of me. im scard of what will become of me since i been playing this part for to long hiding from the heart. singing a sad song. i never let you hear until now ( i bust the suds,cook and clean making sure my kids are remote learning all the while trying to get ahead.)