Hey hey pre-hook I need meds to numb the pain and calm me down codeine does work but only for a while confused bout where I'm at I think I'm at a party It's hot, really hot maybe hell finally accepted me hook pain pain pain all I really know is pain I feel safe safe safe when she around she numb the pain try to stay sane sane been losing control over my thoughts been feeling weird been feeling like I'm just a bot verse 1 Depression that's a lesson when you fuck up in life you get depression or when life fails you It's not a mystery this life is unfair It's pretty unfair It favours others and neglects some like we don't matter I know i'm useful I am not useless let me be truthful I'm a bit clueless don't know what love is can't comprehend it can't fucking spread it pre-hook I need meds to numb the pain and calm me down codeine does work but only for a while confused bout where I'm at I think I'm at a party It's hot, really hot maybe hell finally accepted me hook pain pain pain all I really know is pain I feel safe safe safe when she around she numb the pain try to stay sane sane been losing control over my thoughts been feeling weird been feeling like I'm just a bot verse 2 thinking out loud minds awry deep in the clouds my mind ain't right please show me how I can stay blind cause it feels like those ignorant always enjoy life and those enlightened always fucking cry I cry myself to sleep my pain cutting deep I swear I'm losing sleep I keep tryna breath I swear I'm feeling weak my enemies got the best of me my demons got me like rest in peice my anxeity maximum intensity re-hook I need meds to numb the pain and calm me down codeine does work but only for a while confused bout where I'm at I think I'm at a party It's hot, really hot maybe hell finally accepted me hook pain pain pain all I really know is pain I feel safe safe safe when she around she numb the pain try to stay sane sane been losing control over my thoughts been feeling weird been feeling like I'm just a bot