Yung Ecco-Toxic Love

Yeah) are love was toxic can i be honest we needed a topic and yes i feel hella pain but its faint its my emotion im trying to maintain (yuh) although we had memories but really we put our emotion in jeopardy well really we made each other focus on other shit we lost are memory i know are toxic love was gonna see the end of me but like id rather have enemies hey i have feelings let me express em yeah its deppressing but i felt like we were stepping on are hearts just to find the effing reason we aint telling did you like him lets let out are confessions that stressing was are weapon and we couldnt defend it the more we tried the more we was wrecking no fuck that i had one dream aligned and i was hoping to get signed we were happy but that shits hard to find call me 10 more times thats 10 more calls i decline you know screw lets put are past behind lets chase are dreams before we lose are minds yeah times... Ticking forget all the stuff i thought boutt bringing it was are moods swinging like kids in the spring an all the times i was mad and left my phone ringing jesus did we even have a meaning you say yeah but i have my doubts we weren't even in a relationship we couldnt hangout was another reason keegan?...well he a lil bitch he still teething im teasing but for tho was it another reason we aint together cause without him we was better were you cheating and was just clever dating me for the pleasure yeah i cut up that letter notice how we broke up and we had bad weather nightmares are real cause us not together was my terror i look at your pictures and see a glare in your eyes and long angle like hair but now i just dont care what we had was rare people telling me beware and prepare cause life's gonna be hell and if id seen it myself I would have been more aware this are last time lets hope we find someone better we can kiss when there deprived happiness left and depression arrived i feel empty inside all the times we would stay up all night and vibe you sing i rap it was good the moments it had i just wished we lasted but now i became an emo rapper you got me listening to raspo beats ever since we broke up i felt defeat i made a playlist with all your favorite songs hoping youd love me.well actually we spoke happily bout me making trapsody it was a tragedy dont be mad at me but we couldnt talk cause the stuff with your family and was having me a strategy? Who knows when it rain it pours it hurts when i think we are no more we was falling down and you know it was are love a potion i bet all those emotions you left unspoken are spoken it was really us who made you broken haha were you faking it and joking are toxic side is showing you miss the old me you obviously dont know me. (Are past was toxic,obnoxious and hella ironic we had something but instantly lost it to be honest...are love was toxic (yeah) Yeah) i let you down but thats cause im lost feel like you want me gone was that how you felt all along you tell me you love me but i feel like your wrong yes this for you josephina when you say your happy do you mean it cause I'm no gonna lie it seems your true feelings you leave unspoken did i earn your heart or was it stolen or did tj leave it broken i tried to bottle up my feelings and drown with anxiety but started choking my emotion are exploding and sadness was chosen to live and start roaming i feel are love is decomposing we've had so many great moments breaking up is the last thing im quoting is are love a short thing was it just a potion cause 4 times now youve left me with tears flowing at times i thought of overdosing (yeah) your love is my addiction i wish you could see through my vision i wish you would call me thats all im wishing eh im tripping i love you but you left me hurt like a dagger I should be in the dirt lol damn theres alot you dont know all the memories we have and wont get old like that type beat pillow dont cry but that's something we cant control.