days are fadin away conscious is passin away buried alive im diggin away scratchin and clawin at my coffin its not going away screamin n screamin hoping im dreamin pain in my chest can't keep breathin thoughts of being nothin repeating im bleeding stupid fuckin brain its me you're takin its me you got shakin hollowin me out vulnerable and weakened I've been gone for weeks walkin around like a zombie pain has been growin planted so deep thriving when my eyes leak brain is broken and scattered heart is empty and shattered feeling like nothin else matters searching for answers maybe its brain cancer navigating through my mind field this pain I can no longer deal my sanity I can no longer shield my defenses I can no longer wield