Holding back myself I feel so cold Hoping I'll excel if I do what I'm told Whoa oh, oh Look into my eyes Whoa oh, oh See fire and ice Fed up feeling like a little kid Take a look at me Take a look at what you did Every one of your decisions like a prison Kept me locked in this position Your ambition is not what this is You've always wanted to be number one Everyone ignoring you as you move along And though you're strong, you never were a true hero Fame is your motivation, inflation of your own ego I won't be treated like a science experiment My life is irrelevant designed I'm an element of jealousy My legacy will never be heritance Not hesitance, it's evident You messed with my development I remember when I was afraid Every day I was scared of what you'd do and say And in a way I was prepared to just hide away But your mark laid bare upo