Under the Mask

What you lookin to find / When you lookin behind / This wall that I built up of mine / Travel in time / You gonna see that I'm / Justified for losin control of my mind / It's not that I wanted it to be this way / And believe me when I say / I take it day by day / They said a lota bullshit ey? / But once they were my friends supposedly / You don't me, nor what I've been through / What I can't stand, nor what I'm into / I've been used / Yeah I been screwed / You see the truth / Is I don't need you / Call it a front / Homie I don't give a fuck / I've made the mistake once of trustin a slut / Hookin up, just to bust a nut / But other than that, I'ma keep my thoughts shut / The world has taught me to trust nobody / The more it corrupts, the more they ugly / Ain't it lovely / Fuck hoes fucked me / Now I won't let any hoe nearly touch me / Past generations have cursed my name / So now it's written and said in vein / The ones that fell from the heavens like rain / Are the ones waging war inside of my brain / Make a wish, tell yourself a lie / Don't be surprised when the well runs dry / Livin life hi, who's tryin to die / My father met the devil, now so have I / People wear a disguise / They'd rather see life through someone else's eyes / Deep inside, deep where they hide / They're witness to livin their life a lie / Got me searchin for an angel / Workin every angle / Demons got me strangled / I'm fightin em mangled / I know it's my soul that's left on the table / Is this a fable? / And lately, there's somethin wrong / And maybe, I don't belong / Baby, I can't go on / These drugs, they done got me so far gone / #behindthemask #underthemask #mask #takeoffthemask #masked #norsehorseman #ccc #triplec #treblec #moabthrillbilly #thrillbilly #moabboy #playboi #playboy #Clayboi #Clayboy #Claydogg #claydog #claydoa #claydo #cowan #claycharles #claycowan #claycharlescowan #pimp #fuckupayme #white #whiteboy #fucku #respect #fuckwitit #loyalty #real #ut #utah #southwest #southwestus #swus #murica #free #freedom #saved #ko #84532 #1 #666 #435 #420 #11 #444 #215 #11215 #333 #2 #5 #3 #4 #7 #111 #555 #303 #330 #331 #831989 #mob #mobtown #mobcity #GCHS #GCMS #GCSD #GCUT #grand #moabutah #moabut #grand #grandcounty #fuckthepolice #fuckthepopo #fuckberries #fuckpigs #fuckswine #fuckthelaw #fuckeverybodybutme #fuckeverybody #reddevil #reddevils #grandcounty #grandcountyreddevils #mobtown #mobcity #thrillbilly #moabboy #fuckwitit #loyalty #real