lost

I'm lost withot a vision a destination I've got my education but I'm lost with a dream without hope I know if I dose I'll be woken by a hose spitting fear into my face but I'll put up a chace life is hard I won't make it going to fake it when I wake up I wear make-up I'm focused on depression and aggression it's a pit of worries and you're eating mcflurry's I've lost my soul my feelings my hope all I do now is cry and mope my life feels like it's dangling from a piece of string I said it you read it I meant it Peter said I'm drunk but I'm tired you said I commit a crime but I did all the time no one on my side against me all the time I'm always on my Prime now I'm playing with some slime I'm going overtime and I'm trying to find a rhyme I'm spinning in circles can't find my destination seems like I'm jumping over hurdles I'm always hitting diversions making collisions seeing visions losing hope when I look up in the sky I feel like I'm ready to die but my eyes what's in store for me and so do other guys I don't know if I should try I just want to cry I'm on a mission like I'm edition special edition so much repetition in my life I can rap like stormzy but I ain't sporty I got a disturbing story I've had enough of this world of this night of this life I know enough but I'm not tough that's my story it's gory you gave up on me I was down on my knees I said please