hate

My life Is shit don't like it betta take a few pills to make me fell okay should I just end it right now I'm so fucked up I can't tell pain from love Its really sad because I can't stop sippn all this henessy but I don't care I'd rather die than fell this pain My mom says it I'll be okay I grabbed the gun off shelf loaded I Don't want to live any more because all I fell is pain I just want it to end my moms running up to me she's looking at me in horror i said don't cry its to late for me but not for you I'm a ghost now I still fell this pain why won't it go away I regret doing this I wish that my family remembers me I'm sorry I hate it when you forget about me