Mantra (09:57)

click clack the sound of my glock flirtatious making me put my finger on the spot seducing me untill i pull the trigger making my ears pop the vibration can sing so tenacious as it rips through their brain slow motion no rewind emotional for both sides i know all this violence needs to stop all this stress an trauma it's easier to pull the trigger than to stop an think the world getting daker by the day enslaved going to a job that you hate just to put food on a plate fuck the unemployment rate in yen years robots will be doing everything constantly lying to the opposite sex so you don't have to masturbate instead you want to disrespect women and make them feel the hate that you feel everyday instead of changing your ways trust issues from your past situations are in the way drinking and popping pills make you feel great that's only temporary so is the pain some people will never change some people will go to the extreme I'm talking toe tag John Doe cuz they don't know their name some go out in a blaze of glory some point that gun to their own brain it's pointless suicide can't explain anything it's contagious controling the land there's no love there's no communication or shaking hands six feet so where we living the way we dieing when they put us in a dirt 6feet deep people crying funerals are a common thing for us 80s babys most leared to be street doctors and we wernt dealing with dopefines we were dealing with patients reservations all my people are gone shit was devastating no more preparation we weren't drug dealers just perfecting a new occupation no role model growing up droping out of school we didn't care guns i remember going once a month and that was rare 2kq the hallways were bare nobodys here 😘🥺🕥🤣 it was 11th grade i remember it like it was yesterday so i turned my head to take one last look i was defeated i never learned anything in class shool i just didnt need it my mom paid for summer school ever summer so i didnt have to repeat shit what did you learn in school anyways nothing i worked construction jobs i think about all the time i wasted i was usually the boss building houses doing siding and at the same time looking out for my homies gave them a shot at sucseding we were all drop outs make good money 2021 my ged i pased away mission completed only reason i did it was because of my mom ⅘ she didnt fail at rasing me i was to smart to belive i have the answe fv shit rfcan't explain most of these problem y⁶⁶77ou fight to hide everyday its a battle good thing you learn how to be street smart avoiding the plot that they created drugs and guns and now you smoke kool cigarettes i fucking started the opium epidemic oxycotin they thought that was ok cause they brought and idea that we would suffer alot not even have the ability stop they thought they wipe us out but what dont kill us will make us stronger fucking i worked hard building up my tolerance i was to young i didn't fully understand the damage they could cause i call them bitches crack pills id get them from My mom and i was right like i always is selling bottle after bottle cash money i was wearing gucci everything designer everyday people were crying because another son or daughter mother an father becarfull dont accidentally drop one on floor cuz u high no your dogs a gonner why would god wanna let me get it like that i still wonder if i didnt incouter with my counter time magazine gave us knowlage and the power now we was crushing them up and snorting damn it felt good i wasnt worthy of this feeling but if i didnt abuse i would feel constantly unconstitutionally i didn't like me i don't know why i looked in the mirror everytime i went to bathroom wish i was sobber or older maybe this is just a faze all these drugs oxycontin it was ironic they should up right on time because we was all dealing with something life theres to much pain an suffering we wernt scared of nothing intelligence personality why so you can sayon the other hand im doing the world a favor click clack pop pop feeling the vibration ringing in my ears and in my braces quick and painless i aint no doctor i ain't got patients your honor im the assailant how do you plead not guilty obviously on what basis preventing future rappers this is what the game is shameless in his mama's basement thinking hes a gangsta spending every dollar at the trap that's where drug deal is so gross houses that are vacant spending every dollar on dont even know what yo name is thought you were famous now your faceless behind on your payments