Finding myself it's a hard thing to do You know what is like? To be this duuude That is really corky, that is really weird that nobody likes A girl is all that I really want But is hard to find A person to trust and that is The one you can really call When you are in the fall The fall of your feelings Feeling like shit Cause you don't worth a penny And your family thinks You have nothing in there There in your heart There in your mind And you don't proff they are wrong So you believe you don't have any value Not even for doing a song Feel the shame of being the worst At anything you're trying to do Not the same boy in the past So happy for having just a cat A companion in your life That doesn't judge you like everyone else had Now you just a scary boy looking how patetic you have become Withouth any skill you can manage to get you out of this home If you can really call it a home Living this nigthmare that people call depression And it's your obsession Stop being so poor So you can leave and finally have for your room a fucking door That keeps the unwanted out with the lock But hey, The eyes of my life are fading But the dream of being someone is getting me Getting to love me no matter how skinny I am In the darkness I can finally see something so brigth Recuing me for this nigthmare of life (X2)