im stuck in my mind here all the time wanting to die dont know what to do my brain is screwed from all of this news was told you were gone what is goin on life is a lie I want to die I need you bad look where I'm at not pullin back holding the gat put it to my head just like you said wanted me dead brain on the bed sheets are all red demons are fed up with my soul shots in my skull blades are all dull from slicing my skin nother body in the bin sick an tired of my sins just wanting to win my soul is all in to be fuckin sold my story is told as I go cold im stuck in my mind here all the time wanting to die dont know what to do my brain is screwed from all of this news was told you were gone what is goin on life is a lie I want to die