hook: its hard to escape this pain... I'm looking for a way.... to help me see the sun light to help me dodge this rain...(×2) verse: heart full of hatred and its building in me daily/ my family dont give a Damn because they just left me stranded/I'm on my own so i think it's time just 2 vanish/I'm on my own so I think it's time just 2 vanish/devil he working and swear he ain't tryna let go of me/demons on my shoulder yea and they make it hard 2 sleep/momma in the hospital and they say she might not make it/on my knees im prayin Lord im hoping that she make it/demons possed me so murder became my recipe/toting choppas 223's reeking havoc out the streets/cuz this pain that I'm feeling constantly drives me crazy/these barbed wire fences turned me savage modern slavery/