A Parents Love
(What would you do if one answer to one question could change your entire life) (Arguing in the background) (Ahhhhhhh) Im tired of being in the middle of yalls fight im tired of the way yall leave me alone in the house at night Im tired of hearing momma say she love me when I know she high im tired of seeing this other guy get drunk at my house wheres my dad im worried about the way it will all turn out if i stay will I inherit my mamas mouth if i stay will i inherit this imposters fists will i develop a habit of slitting my wrists I know this might be a wishful wish but (Sigh) Can i feel the feeling of a mommas kiss can i get a father to play ball with can i eat supper with out having to worry about cleaning up a shattered dish Please just can i have peace of mind and i dont mean to get out of line but im tired of the same old line (It will get better with time) IF I STAY ANY LONGER IM AFRAID ILL LOSE MY MIND Ima have to take action now Dont tell me to calm down YALL DIDNT TREAT ME RIGHT I DONT EVEN THINK YALL EVER TRIED SO WHEN IM GONE PLEASE DONT CRY I hate you but i love you at the same time i wonder why its crazy how in the publics eyes Im just as bad its not fair why am i defined by things i had no control over my parents crimes im tired of being blinded by the webs and lies liability was me in my step dads eyes ill never be accepted by him so why even try they chose drugs over my life Cant be helped ima have to exercise my rights Time cant heal these scars and neither can i wish that we could fix things but i guess this is our goodbye (I love you ma) (Iove you dad) "Order in the court" "Cutter would you like to move in with your grandparents" "Yes"
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(What would you do if one answer to one question could change your entire life) (Arguing in the background) (Ahhhhhhh) Im tired of being in the middle of yalls fight im tired of the way yall leave me alone in the house at night Im tired of hearing momma say she love me when I know she high im tired of seeing this other guy get drunk at my house wheres my dad im worried about the way it will all turn out if i stay will I inherit my mamas mouth if i stay will i inherit this imposters fists will i develop a habit of slitting my wrists I know this might be a wishful wish but (Sigh) Can i feel the feeling of a mommas kiss can i get a father to play ball with can i eat supper with out having to worry about cleaning up a shattered dish Please just can i have peace of mind and i dont mean to get out of line but im tired of the same old line (It will get better with time) IF I STAY ANY LONGER IM AFRAID ILL LOSE MY MIND Ima have to take action now Dont tell me to calm down YALL DIDNT TREAT ME RIGHT I DONT EVEN THINK YALL EVER TRIED SO WHEN IM GONE PLEASE DONT CRY I hate you but i love you at the same time i wonder why its crazy how in the publics eyes Im just as bad its not fair why am i defined by things i had no control over my parents crimes im tired of being blinded by the webs and lies liability was me in my step dads eyes ill never be accepted by him so why even try they chose drugs over my life Cant be helped ima have to exercise my rights Time cant heal these scars and neither can i wish that we could fix things but i guess this is our goodbye (I love you ma) (Iove you dad) "Order in the court" "Cutter would you like to move in with your grandparents" "Yes"