to my mom

seeing the tares of tears flowing down the dwell as they fall down the drain through a flowing river hoping I could give you a for real life a paradise of a life remade is there something for a man or a boy trying to hold your head up right coming slumped cooking wondering were her boy is with that coolio in his mind I know he's gone crazy right just fill him up on redills all his life but shit I live a world of a methad of a fucked up life learning from my elders being not seen or even heard of bones thugs of a life got me through my dr dre none believing insecure don't let your memories reacure just want to see light in your eyes before the real of pain of shame before you do in the thugs of life of a methad life just want my demthdre to have a paradise my number one I love you till the depths