There is a time When you gotta grow up But is not mine Im a fucking child in my dad's house Two and four are my nums Going to The 5 being a dork Trying to sum in this world But is not The time It is just another jerk off Wanting a girl in my lap But just getting to clean, Im so messed up I don't wanna die and Im so useless No money in my pocket I am another looser I don't wanna die and Im so useless My dads gonna have a heart attack And my moms gonna kill herself What can I say? Hating ma guts Doing this wrong Don't know how to play The game of The life Living in pain Im not in the rigth Hating ma guts Hating ma guts (X2) I don't wanna die and Im so useless My dads gonna have a heart attack And my mom's gonna kill herself.