give everything to you; I'm selfless I just can't fucking help it with this shit I've dealt with just wanna fucking end it my reality is bendin my suicide letter I am sendin my family has been dependin on me my whole life wont see the day I get a wife got my head on sight on the barrel I bite been contemplating all night the depressions winning the fight the walls were all white now the wall's blood red body laying on the bed replaying the shit I just said it was all just in my head it was all made up