hard to deal

imma have to keep it real i dont steal id rather go without a meal ill heal but theres one thing i cant heal from and that lossing you i was so dumb back in the day what else should i say i know all the games we used to play but trust me im still hurt to this day my dream woman came into myself An i didnt know what to say because im so hurt about what we went though, everything she does reminds me of you so im stuck in a worse loop gonna have all my dreams ill succeed but imma be stuck in a look alike life style of everything you used to do so how else can i get the chance to say what i want to you i hate you for hurting me and making me scared now youll finally hear how i feel i had so many tears but at the end i still love you for you so i hate that i love you im happy that i finally grew #shortstuff