#THELIFE Verse 1 From the start it was easy!! though i never knew him well till i turned " 8 " (eight) i never lacked "MOM" was busy trynna give me a better life i never knew pain! I got loved from both side,,,,,,, wtf is hate? I got flogged in the school cause I never knew hate I saw bad in my slate cause I couldn't define a hate I thought it would last forever Here comes the change!! Unh!! Fuck the change that took him away He was trynna make a change but change took him away Now he's late no one to replace I wish you could live forever, I can't fill this void man! I'm so nasty, I ain't worthy, I'm just naughty Living against your wish DAD!! Breaking rules as a means of survival I kind of pray to God evry night for revival (CHORUS) this ain't the life that I chosed to live If I tell you what's for me Man you won't believe haa! this ain't the life I chose to live if I tell You whats for me man you won't believe haa!! this ain't the life I chosed to live If I tell you what's for me man you Won't believe! (VERSE 2) Yeah now that you're gone you left me with no choice than To live against your wish, man I lay by a gun 🔫 I tried to be nice but its hard to survive without sinning And you know it , so be it, I hope you get it Rest in peace dad, Just know I'm winning dad Although its through em bad I never wished for that I know you'd be glad or you'd Be mad, I'm never gonna end Thesame way you did dad These people see me smile Deep down I'm really sad This life is fucking hard So I'm pushing it hard You know I aint gat no backup Now I don't have to back off Till the day that I will die I will never seize to thrive Look at your kids and wife They need a better life Ive gat to risk a life To give em better life Hope for tomorrow no more Just think about today We live it as it comes No single day is promised!! (CHORUS)